Let's go out and pretend. Let's smile, dance, kiss some boy if it appear in the night, drink beer, continue to smile, everything is easier when we pretend tha it's allright.
But no, u r in your home, lying on your bed, tough, , motionless, paralyzed, thinking, only thinking, that it has no end, that you continue with the flame on your head But your eyes are calm, dying, no matter why, there is no reason to feel empty, there's no sense ,but it still here , in front of the club laughing, laughing really hard, because life is, life does wonderful things, like friends, like drinks, like drugs like boys.

Such a lie.